What sucks, however, is that they talk about PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder), MDD (major depressive disorder), and SUDs (Substance Use Disorders).  Don’t get me wrong I think these are ridiculously interesting topics, but its hard to read that SUDs are a key factor in suicides just scares the ever loving shit out of me. My sister is an addict and has been now for around ten years. She has continually used and only been reliably sober during her pregnancy. 

I have had to detach myself from my sister because she hurts me too much whens he is using (and not), but I don’t think I would ever be the same if she died. I think I’m overreacting for the moment because I have never read this in an educational setting, but this is just plain scary. 

I love you all, please get help if you think you have a SUD. If you need hotlines or treatment centers ask me and I will get them to you asap. 

Living your life high is not living. Choose to live.